also don’t think I’m going to deactivate

b/c it’s been kinda bad lately

and this blog helps

my cuticles are all cut up

and I picked at my arms so much

they are so ugly

Idk how to explain this

welp had a panic attack last night

been pulling a lot

uh yeah, I guess this never really ends haha

I hate it when people are so ensconced in their own misconceptions about the way that you feel, that they don’t even listen to you when you speak. LISTEN TO WHAT I’M FUCKING SAYING TO YOU. I can’t deal with this anymore but I have to.